mixed feelings

Time went by so fast. Often i got moments, where iam not quit sure if i feel like looking forward to go home finaly or be sad that it will happen soon.

The last days was hot summer like 40 degrees and we were busy with all the animals gardening. Florrie from Scottland keep me busy all the time :) She is anything else than boring :D

"pretty good toast" :D

But i had to learn, to treat with people i don´t like so much as well. Often i freaked out and wish i could avoid some persons... but when you depend 24 hours to your job, you have no other choice than keep calm,   be patient and get along.

Anyway, this journey teached me a lot of different experiences. Every decision, if good or not was worth! I learnt even a lot about my own personality, who i'am, to be open minded to anybody, to any job, to get to know a lot of people in a short time, learn the language and not to give up.

"don't think, just be awesome"

the last week in collingwood, was in the end just amazing! we had a lot of fun and i learned don´t be piss off, be more patient and don`t judge to soon!

I don`t regret any single moment i had in Canada and would travel again to the second largest country of the world!

I came with doubts and a lot of hate in my chest, but i'll leave with strenght and happiness in my heart.