New Month // Many Changes

hello dear friends, more than one month is left and many things are changed since i arrived in canada.

1. I have left the family and lookoutfarm
  ( Video: the entirely normal insanity)

yes you are right, i was suprised like you, but i have tried 2 weeks to stay....

Ok you guys probably thing, is she kidding. The nice pictures and the nice comments. But yes, it was like i didn't want to worry myselfe. I have realy tryed. So i can`t lie anymore at myselfe.

Why i have decided to leave them?
- Did i get one day off? --> NO, Where was my second day off?-- I DONT KNOW.
- Did somebody drive me to the doc, when my back began to hurt ( i could not sleep on my rips at night,
my spine hurt terribly, when i was running)--> Nobody cared
- Was the english conversation good? --> hm, i guess not. I was not satisfy with the sozial conversations,
 i had the feeling the people was to busy.

i mean i did everything for free and that is not the result i want.

I felt like i had to much responsibilities, because i was more or less the only help for 30 horses and 3 children.

Iam honestly, i could not live anymore in this kind of big mess... iam sorry to say this, but actually nobody has time to take care of it.


So what came next?
i decided to make a bit sightseeing trip on my on in Torornto.
It was just amazing to be free from all pressure and stress of the last weeks.

I lived in a hostle at the spidana street, very close to every important spots.

At a the most coldest winter day in my life i went to the niagara waterfalls, which is just 2 houres with bus away. It snowed the howl f***** day. But it was quit fun because i met two nice Indian guys from Mumbai.